Sometimes
Sometimes I have this attitude towards everything where I just want to blow off the annoying things and have a good time. I try really hard to see everything as being positive because if you think about it nothing is bad or negative unless you see it that way. It’s important to find the good in everything and focus on that. Send out positive energy to everyone because why waste putting out energy if it’s just going to be negative and make everyone feel down.
On the other hand, sometimes I worry too much and I dwell on things too much. I wish I was lucky enough to have the mentality to compartmentalize things in my brain and file them away until I need to think about them. I worry about things that haven’t even happened yet, I call myself a predictor. I predict the outcomes of certain situations and anticipate my prediction coming true, when it actually probably wont and everything will be better than I thought.
I feel like I have two different brains telling me two different things and its exhausting sometimes! I just want to have fun and quit dwelling on the downers!
